i juz had training juz now. so tired. damn weird de lorh. initially, when i bowled, i still can rmb how to like hook the ball.. but after that, i started to do it in the wrong way!!! argh. my brain is going nuts. anw... aunty cat has already sorted us out into our groups. i am grouping with kayal, charlotte and YUEN TENG!!! XD oh and my doubles partner is kayal! XD haha. today, something amusing happened.. kayal, jody hong and i turkeyed with one strike from each of us! XD so cool... initially, i was super duper worried cause my math olympiad and national age group bowling championships all fall on the same day!!! and guess wad? math oly ends at 12pm while the bowling thing must register at 12... -,- so must CHOING!!~
i am so sad... I MISSED 3 BOWLING SESSIONS!!! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SAY IT AINT SO... ON THURS, THERE IS THE TOOPID 2.4 km RUN. SO, I MISSED PRIVATE TRAINING. =(( *SOB SOB* YESTERDAY, I MISSED SCH TRAINING CAUSE GOT LIT THINGY. *SOB SOB SOB* TODAY... GOT BORING MATHS TRAIL.. THEN MISS ANNUDER PRIVATE TRAINING!!! * SOB SOB SOB SOB* 1.. 2... 3... BOWLING SESSIONS. THREE, MY DEAR, THREE!!!
WAD THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME? WHY DO THEY HAVE TO MAKE LIVING IS SO TIRING? ITS JUST SO SHITTY. EVERYTHING IS SO WRONG THESE DAYS... WHY DOES IT FEEL AS IF THE WORLD IS AGAINST ME? I HOPE ALL THIS WILL END SOON AND CHANGE FOR THE BETTER... LIFE HAS BEEN LIKE TOTAL SHIT.
hey! i had the physical fitness test today... haha, i totally screwed up the whole thing.. during the shuttle run, najwa got injured... it looked so freaky... with the bleeding and all... but i survived... WITHOUT FAINTING. hahas... during the PFT, i did something stupid.. and someone said to me, " i wonder how did you manage to become an SL , jan."(in a joking manner) i brushed it off initially, however, during bowling (i was sitting at the back... looking at how the seniors bowl) i thought about it.. and she does have a point. i shouldnt even become one in the 1st place... there are so much more suitable ppl to choose from... ok, enough about that. after their training, lynn, jody and i went to bowl 2 games. i sucked. lynn, pro. i bet she, jody and kayal will make it to the C div. i am actually having second thoughts about going for the competition... most probably, i would juz pretend to be sick or come up with some crappy excuse. ><>< haha...
today is the worst day of my life... i feel so miserable.. there is this emptiness inside me... everything bad is happening recently... i gotta sort out my thoughts carefully... shall stop blogging now. have a huge headache.
have you ever felt like you've been used? or just another person who *someone* uses to solve all her problems? i am tired of being just another spare tyre. i am sick of being used.. i cant believe that you will do such a thing after being besties in pri sch. stop bothering me. get lost, u freak.
hey!!! had math oly training today... super borriiinngg... -,- CAREY! U DIN TURN UP LIKE YOU PROMISED!!! AH!!!!!!!!! SO MEAN... SABO ME... HMPH... LEAVE ME ALONE THERE. =((( i was practically doodling time away... and I MEAN THAT LITERALLY. i was doodling some bowling pins and my ball on the papers... hahaha.. CANNOT HELP it LARH. IT WAS SUPER BORING.. he went on scribbling some confusing equations on the board which look like some alien language to me... so gradually, i gave up on trying to figure them out and so.. i began to daydream.. ABOUT BOWLING...... i so wanted to go for private training today lorh... but my mum din allow..=((( haiz... i ended up sleeping the day away and i have NOT done my hw yet... -,- hahas. i juz checked my email and was kinda amazed at how fast the SLSL (service learning student leader) project was coming to.. XD KEEP IT UP EVERYONE!!!
had bowling todAY! din do well.. =((( i suck... haiz. tomolo got math oly training... I DUN WANA GO. SO IRRITATING. haiz. I WANA SLP IN. haiz. I WANA GO FOR PRIVATE TRAINING. BUT MY MUM SAYS ONLY ONCE A WEEK! haiz. okok... enough complaining for now. ><
hey! bowling was kinda ok 2dae.. aunty cat gave us this form to fill in.. its bout our peers in the team.. its kinda 'hard' to answer the qns... yea. XD so bored. i wana SLEEEEEEP. yadayadayada... i feel mean today.. NYAHAHAHAHA... DUNNNNNNNNNOOOOOO WHY. THIS IS OFFICIAL: ON THE 9TH OF APRIL WILL BE MY 'MEAN DAY'... NYAHAHAHAHA. i tink my fever has something to do with it. >< ahahaha. my brain cells has probably got chao da or something. >< lalala... BYEBYE!
hey! i almost forgot to do my mt hw.. o,o anw... had a fever today... so i practically slept the entire afternoon away... =p hahas. OH YEA! U MIGHT HAF NOTICED IT ALREADY BUT I HAVE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!! muahahahaha... this time is a BRIGHT coloured blogskiN!!!!!!!! XD sick of dark coloured ones... hehehehe. anyway, i am trying to download photoshop into my comp. xD will pray hard for it to work out. ''P
i am feeling really sleepy... juz went to tag claraa's blog! XD haha... GARFIELD'S LONG LOST BROTHER.. (or sister? XD) anyway, sch was kinda funn today! we had this UK guy come visiting our sch and observing how the teachers in rgs teach... and so, he came into our class during history lesson! initially, we got confused over the pronounciation of his name... ( we thought he was mr cross when he is actually mr close XD) After that, the class split up into groups of 6 to work on a lil project. (which took only 10 mins..) yepp.. blah blah blah blah... at the end of the lesson, something astonishing happened... SHANXI ACTUALLY ASKED THE GUY FOR DONATIONS. O,o we all had the same expression on our faces :O,O and he was so generous!! he donated $ 20!!! anw, enough of that...... I <3>
heres something amusing that had happened the previous day... yesterday, after the eng project discussion, we were then dismissed after the bell has rung, gao ang suddenly called out, '' Hey Jan!'' and i saw chewed cookies in her mouth. HAHAHA. MY FIRST REACTION : i asked gaoang,'' hey! wads that in your mouth?? why are you eating in class???'' and... she covered her mouth, paused for a split second, and dashed out. HAHAHA. it was really cute okayy.. (but i still booked her in the end larh. -,-) anw, morning duty was ssccaarrryy.. it was really boring too.. all i did was juz sit in 1 corner.. alone. so i felt really bored and the the arrival of 7.20 am seemed like eternity. but after a while, this P.I.T came... so we started talking A BIT. but not much. it was kinda creepy, facing a bunch of seniors.. and intimidating. yepp. i know that as an SL,i am not suppose to feel or act in this way but sometimes, i juz cant help it. i just hope that i will be able to feel comfortable with it after some time... hmm... i tink i am getting a lil emo these days... juz bear with it... haiz.. i miss my pri sch friends. especially yi ting, adeline and lou. life was totally different without you guys.
[x] Held hands with someone-- hmm.. does my sister count? [x] Lost someone----i lost my mum in a shopping mall.. XD [] Never got a chance to tell someone something important [x] Cried your heart out---- was really common when i was a lil baby. =) [x] Danced--- the mr bean dance Total: 4
[] Rejected someone [] Heard a rumor about yourself [x] Hurt someone emotionally [x] Hurt someone physically Total: 2
[x] Got involved in a sport [] Got called a dork--- well... not a dork.. i was called a freak, a ******, a b*tch. [] Fell in love----- nope [x] Went to a funeral [x] Know someone who has tried to commit suicide Total: 3
[x] Wrote a love note ---- i was only 4, STILL IN KINDERGARDEN. [] Went through a phase--- WHAT THE HELL IS A PHASE? O,O oh well... [] Got ditched [x] Know someone really stupid and/or annoying--- they shall not be named for safety purposes. [x] Got in a fist fight with family member--- the less said, the better. Total:3
[x] Drank [x] Made a mistake [x] Thought you found the one [] Found out a bf/gf cheated on you [x] Lied to your parents (its part of the teenager thang) Total: 4
[x] Been lied to [x] Felt like the happiest person in the world [x] Felt like dying. [x] Had a crush total:4
total total: 20 total total X3: 60
I AM A 60% TEENAGER!!! but hey, there is a kid in everyone!!! XD
yay! hadley was the C.H.A.M.P.I.O.N HOUSE!!!! POWER TO THE PURPLE HOUSE!! yepp, we had our sports' fest today! it was kinda tiring initially, during the mass dance rehersal. and the bowlers had to rush down to the stadium from yishun safra! yupp. anyways, the cheerleaders of all houses look so kawaii!!! XD haha. every house did a pretty good job larh. about the sprints and events, well.. hadley was simply great!! XD RUI XIN (a.k.a rasin) was RUNNING AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT. she was so freakingly fast!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT WAS LIKE... WOOOSSSSSSHHH.. AND VOILA! SHE HAS REACHED THE MARK!!! WAD A FAST RUNNING RAISIN. >< rawr. after the sports fest, karen, catherine, charmaine, elaine, geraldine and *somebody* (forgot who she was. =P sorry!) walked to the mrt together! it was extremely funn!!! we were talking about THE MUFFIN MAN. RAWR. it was so funny larh. i <3>< oh yea, i saw wan ting today twice! boy, shes TALL. 0,o haha.
