feelin' all emo-ed and moody. :// just one of those days when you dun feel like doing anything.
should i be happy or sad about it? i have kinda gotten what i wanted, but it doesn't feel right. i really feel like pouring my heart out here. i am aware of the consequences, so not being out of my mind, i am still capable of making sensible decisions. haiz. do things always appear as what they seem? i highly doubt it. but sometimes, you've just got to play along. that's life.
hmm... lets just say that today was a knotty day. dealed with ropes and knots during p.e ... i don't think i'll make a very good belayer (is that how you spell it?) o.o ok, partially because i was not paying attention to mrs ong while she was demonstrating... but you know my super-short attention spans. =D i USED to be able to sit through a 1 hour talk with my mind actually being all awake and alert in primary school. but i guess now its just that they give talks for even the most unimportant stuff. so my mind just automatically switches off. i detest talks with powerpoints. -_- i'd rather them to just... TALK. its more effective, somehow, in keeping me awake. o_o anyways, had a hard time during p.e. yes. that sums it all. and i do not want to go into details.
during comp. studs. we just... talked and laughed over weird and random stuff. o_O leejing and jody friggin tied my shoelaces together. o.o weird people do weird things... damn retarded can? lol. and after that, we had trouble undoing the knot... o.o oh, and jody has this wordchallenge game thingy on her iphone!!!!! =DDDD HAHA.SUPER COOL!
oh shit. so late alrd. cheese. need to learn tingxie. -.- dumb, i know.
i did my first photoshop-ped picture today!!! XDD spent like 1.5 hours trying to figure out the tools and all... but still... =DD took like damn long to finish it? but quite fun lahh. xD haha! the picture is quite simple. i think it'll just take about 15 minutes for proded people like karen. haha! it took me about 2.5 hours? LOL but still, it was fun. ((: not gonna post the picture up. LOL. i'd just die in shame. cause its a bit uncleaned. oh shit, that sounds wrong. as in the edges of the picture is a bit... jutting out. o_o yea... best way i can put it. xD lol. ohwells, feelin SUPER SLEEPY NOW... -so fun!- ok, shall go to sleep!
gosh, i desperately need to unwind... spent another 6/7 hours on history pt after realizing that what i did yesterday was not relevant... greaaat. -.- so now its just SIP, and CHINESE PT... (and finish MOV)
Lying here with you Listening to the rain Smiling just to see the smile upon your face These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need Everything you are is everything to me These are the moments I know heaven must exist These are the moments I know all I need is this I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more Chorus I could not ask for more than this time together I could not ask for more than this time with you Every prayer has been answered Every dream I have's come true And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be Here with you here with me
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive These are the moments I'll remember all my life I've got all I've waited for And I could not ask for more
Chorus
I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I've waited for And I could not ask for more I could not ask for more
This is for my team mates for being so great throughout the whole C div! oh, D.A sang this when he was 14-15 i think... haha. i think 15 lah... his voice wasn't so deep yet... lol anyways, i liked this song a lot.. xD but what pisses me off is that THE AUDIENCE (i'm not sure if there's even one) DIDN'T APPLAUD FOR HIM... (roar.) haha, anyways, team1 is the love.
well... things weren't as crapped up as i imagined it would be. ((= in fact, today turned out quite great. :DD reasons why i thought today would really suck:
1) we were assigned to CORNER lanes. (really stinks) corner lanes tend to be really weird from what i heard o.o
2) the pace would be really slow... you know how i hate slow bowling...
3) no lane change so if i screw up on those lanes, its bye-bye target average.
but instead, today is actually my favourite day in C div so far... hahas. i could not ask for more from my fabulous team mates. (random note: DAVID ARCHULETA SANG "I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE" in high school, and its on YOUTUBE!) being so hyped up and high throughout this whole event. lynn, zhiwen and marissa really made C div a whole lot of fun. haha. team 1 <333 oh, and its the first time i have ever saw lynn so serious... lol... (apart from that we-bought-you-a-skirt prank =P) marissa and i were just damn rubbish and lame throughout the 3 games. LOL. oh yea, and aunty pauline and uncle darryl turned up UNEXPECTEDLY! HAHA! caught us by surprise... xD oh shoots. gotta go do history pt alr. ohwells.
gosh, i feel super cranky today... probably because my laptop's down. -_-" and so many unfinished homework... 1) HISTORY PT 2) CHINESE PT 3) SIP!!! (left a couple of times more) 4) 1/2 GEOG WS UNCOMPLETED 5) MATH REVISION... (have to redo... lost the ws. DANG.) 6) COMPLETE MOV. (1 MORE ACT...)
ok, thats not a lot compared to some other classes... (e.g stacylian's class? i saw her workload and i was like O.O OMG.) finally got the book needed for my history pt~ =D gonna start pt-ing at 3... >< anyways, went to do this survey thing in school today. we were informed that this whole thing lasts from 1-2pm, when it only took us a couple of minutes. -_-" omg, i dun feel like typing anymore. shall go play word challenge now. lol.
rafflesians are not street-smart when there's a fire, rafflesians are the first to die.
yea, and who's the one who's hoping to get a place in rjc. -_-" don't act as though you're really witty and smart in front of me, cause i know beneath all that, you're just a piece of crap who goes around giving worthless and irrelevant comments on issues that you're unreasonably against. the only reason why i do not retort back is that i find it an absolute waste of my time trying to talk some sense into a head full of air. -_- i can't be bothered to even speak to you, you get on my nerves. i have the right to get mad, you're such an annoying, irritating person, and you probably feel the same about me too. but WHO CARES. its not really going to affect my life much or anything.
hmm, what can i say? well... i am currently experiencing severe mood swings which changes like every minute. anyways, today was quite eventful. =D i promised lynn a football if she hits a 150 avg! xD and she promised me a david archuleta album if i reach her expectations. (WHOOTS!~) but it seems so impossible to reach it... ok, impossible seems too harsh. maybe possible but there is an extremely low chance of obtaining it... >< ohwells, as quoted from DAVID ARCHULETA'S "when you believe",
who knows what miracles, you can achieve. when you believe, somehow you will.
hahas. but i feel quite satisfied with my overall performance, despite all the inconsistency and THOSE SPARES THAT OUGHT TO BE SPARED. like those single-pin spares, (ESP PIN 5...) i missed 2 pin 5s... >< and that gutter... omigosh. i should really get over it, seriously. no point in dwelling over stuff that you cant change... -.- i might as well use this time to think about how i can improve myself and stuff for the upcoming days instead. gosh, i sound like some... o.o after the doubles event, lynn asked zhi and i to go kbox to drown her sorrows. LOL emokid. so we went to cinneleisure (is that how you spell it? o.o) but we didn't go to kbox in the end... not worth lah. we wanted to sing for 2 hours only and they charged us like, $18 per person? NOT WORTH LORH... so we just sat on this really high chair and... chat? it was really nice, you know, like just talk and laugh... hahas, yeaps. we talked for like 2 hours, i think. o.o its nice... =D hope we can do that again, or maybe its just cause we bowled not-so-well... so we were like just emo-ing and stuff... oh, and we ate A LOT... we ate lunch in OCC, shared 300g of famous amous cookies, tim sum, and some ice-kachang-like mango ice thing. xP all in four hours. =D hehs. it was nice lah, although we didn't really do some wacko stuff. anw, shall stop here. nid to chiong PT...
VOTE FOR DAVID ARHULETA IN THE TEEN CHOICE AWARDS!!!! (category: most fanatic fans)
he finally got nominated... after the countless number of emails sent to the teen choice staff by his fans... i sent one. :D hehe. okok, GO VOTE!!! www.teenchoiceawards.com
i finished my sewing! :D it turns out quite... ok? my parents couldn't make out the shape though... -.- ok, not just my parents, inluding my brother and sister... so its basically the whole family... anyways, today was nothing special or extraordinary... went for this OBS/subject combi/RP talk... practically died in boredom.. -_- shall elaborate on it in my next post.
i had the weirdest dream EVER. (ok... its not as weird as the hulk dream) i dreamt that julia could sing ultra high diva songs... e.g i will always love you by whitney houston.... she sang the part starting from "and it brings to me JOY and happiness" till the end of the song... DAMN FREAKY... big voice~ lol!
my brother claims that i sang "i will always love you" in my sleep. o.o (he said i sang 3 words... "i will always" LOL)
OMG. I GOT THIS SUDDEN INSPIRATION FOR MY HISTORY PT WHEN I WAS IN THE TOILET... O.O great place to get inspirations. lol. i just woke up and was trying to recall my dream in the toilet... and *POOF* the idea just went running through my head. whoo~ i love my toilet~ =D i shall just do my homework in the toilet in the future. =D
DAVID ARCHULETA IS NOT GONNA BE IN HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3... OMG. PRAISE THE LORD!
THANK GOD I HATE HSM THANK GOD THANKGOD THANK GODDDDDDDD~ (karen said that)
ok, it all started during Science today, when i went to the library and borrowed a laptop... being bored and having nothing to do, i searched wikipedia-ed david archuleta again... and i saw this newly added section which had the heading "Filmography" and under that columm, in blue, was HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3- SENIOR YEAR
O.O < INITIAL REACTION TO THAT... i was like in COMPLETE SHOCK. like, wth? HE CANT BE IN THIS CRAP SHOW. NOOOO. IT JUST AINT RIGHT. NOOO WAY.... so i went googling and researching for some information to prove this piece of info. wrong. and... FORTUNATELY (AND I THANK GOD FOR THAT), HE ISN'T GONNA BE PART OF ALL THAT GAYNESS. =D it'll be a complete waste of talent if he turns into a disney boy... he MUST NEVER EVER stoop down to that level... NO MATTER HOW DESPERATE HE IS. he'll be done for if he takes that route... like S.E.R.I.O.U.S.L.Y... high school musical is just a load of corny, childish and not to mention, IRRITATING crap which happened to get popular despite all the nasal singing, gay acting and kiddy plots. -.- HSM just doesn't appeal to me, its just weirdandgay... when i first watched it, i thought to myself, "If this is what the whole world is going crazy about, they're nuts." just when i was kinda getting over the gay-ness of HSM, HSM 2 was released. -_- i couldn't resist the temptation of seeing if they have made improvement on their nasally singing and their lousy acting... and after watching for about 30 minutes, i decided that they're still as awful as before. and the whole movie, no, wait, both movies can be summed up in one word... GAY. -.- oh wells. i'm just really really EXTREMELY glad that D.A isnt going to be part of high school musical 3. (but seriously, HSM2 was bad enough... we do not need another dose of extreme gayness.-.-)
oh and this reminds me... david archuleta is currently in the middle of recording his album! WHEEE~~~ (or WHOO!!!!) =D excited. excited. excited. xD and kelly clarkson too! her album will be out towards the end of 2008... so that means both albums will be out around the same time! =D double yays~ i really gotta save up to buy those albums... i'm like currently BROKE... fine, not exactly broke... i got maybe like a couple of dollars in my piggybank. LOL. gah, cheese. almost time to go alr. oh wells, i shall end my post here. =D